have you ever wanted something so badly--wished for it even?
have you ever been so passionate about wanting a dream to come true?
everyday,
every night,
11:11
I stared at that clock,
squeezed my eyes shut,
and made the same wish.
over,
and over,
and over.
even on that very special day, I made the same wish...
and guess what?
that wish finally came true.
Yes,
On September 13th of this year I met-- IN PERSON-- this girl <-- yep, that's right be jelly.
My family and I drove about two and a half hours to meet at our "half way point". Rosie and I texted and fangirled the whole way there. •-•
After the drive, we then pulled into a Barnes and Noble parking lot and parked towards the back while Molly [ my dog ] looked around frantically, assuming we were going to just drop her off somewhere and leave. :P But of course, we did not do that because we love her so stinkin' much. •-•
As I stepped out of the car, I could not stop blushing or control that jittery feeling you get when it's Christmas eve mixed with nerves.
Once we walked inside I tried to keep myself "busy" with looking at books, but that failed miserably when I noticed my family waiting excitedly by the giant window near the entrance, trying to guess which car was Rosie's family car or whatever.
Finally, when the time came, I did not know what to do. So with that, I burst through the doors of le bookstore and into the arms of the most flawless girl I know, nearly knocking over her poor sister, then apologizing over and over again.
^^ which sorta looked like this. •-• *sniffles* Our first hug... [ Nice shot Morgan. ;) ]
So, after we did our little family introducing--and I admired Rosie's flawless outfit--we sorta just wandered around the bookstore talking about random things. Very random things thanks to my sister, Lila. •-• We had discovered that she is also an Awko Taco just like Rosie and I. Now, I think we shall form an Awko Taco club that hangs out in bookstores sniffing books for a living. O.o What do you think of that Rosie? •-•
^^ us, checkin' out "The Host" like a boss. •-•
Left to right: Me, Rosie, and Koren photobombing.
^^^ here we are ( such a cute photo <3 ) in a Chipotle parking lot, after we had eaten and exchanged gifts.
....pssst, if you look closely at Rosie's flawlessness, you will see some glitter on her head and sweatshirt from my youngest sister [ Koren ] and I. ;)
Both of us got each other "The Fault in Our Stars", except Rosie wrapped my book up in lovely green ( one of my many favorite colors ) tissue paper, and I sorta just left mine in the Barnes and Noble bag because I had just bought it an hour earlier. •-•
She also put a lovely heart note [ whatever you call it ] on my gift that made my day.
^^ I loved the #distanceproblems ;) Very beautiful handwriting my dear. <3
....pssst, if you look closely at Rosie's flawlessness, you will see some glitter on her head and sweatshirt from my youngest sister [ Koren ] and I. ;)
Both of us got each other "The Fault in Our Stars", except Rosie wrapped my book up in lovely green ( one of my many favorite colors ) tissue paper, and I sorta just left mine in the Barnes and Noble bag because I had just bought it an hour earlier. •-•
She also put a lovely heart note [ whatever you call it ] on my gift that made my day.
^^ I loved the #distanceproblems ;) Very beautiful handwriting my dear. <3
And here comes the saddest part [ insert dramatic music ] : The good-bye hug.
^^ and then here we are... embracing our final hug before our departure. *sniffles and wipes cheeks* Th-that was the bestest hug a friend could ever have. *sniffles* excuse me for a moment, I'm getting emotional. ...*cough* Neeli, stop photobombing. It's ruining the moment. •-•
We waved and blew kisses... then that was it. *sniffles*
You honestly have no idea how long we've been waiting for that day. We did not want to finish this year without officially meeting each other and even though we only got to see each other for like three hours... IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT. •-• Now... I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS! COME BACK BABY, COME BACK AND LET ME HUG YOU ONCE MORE! \(•-•)/ ...don't worry Rosie, I'll make sure I bring the rope with me this time. ;)
Now, I'm going to copy cat you Rosie if that's okay. •-•
*clears throat and begins to type*
Rose is a very beautiful person.
not just in looks,
but in her heart and mind.
she is beautiful.
if you ever have the pleasure to interact with her,
savor every moment of flawlessness you have with this astonishing soul.
because, she truly is a very special person.
especially to me.
I love you Rosie,
more thank you'll ever fathom. <3
Remember; If any of you are having a rough time and don't think any of your wishes would ever come true, think again. Mine did and I believe that your's can come true, too. Don't give up, keep wishing and dreaming and believing.
things to accomplish in life:
- meet Rose [check]
- hug her [check]
- tell her I love her [check]
thanks for reading. <3
